my first love !

I love it so far.
even though he does not care about me.
always and always love him.
although in the heart lies.
but the shadow he's always there in my mind.
try to forget but could not.
saw the motion,
heard his voice,
that was enough for me.
although can not have it,
cause love should not have.
undemonstrative old already in my heart.
but the lips could not utter.
I could not if he hates me.
let me look at him from a distance
and let my sense is harbored in the hearts forever